Hello PI family!
I´m new in this blog and this is the first discussion i post. This is probably a very common topic in the forum, but I would really like some personal advice.
Here´s my story:
A month ago my ex bf and I were having a rough patch. we were both full of obligations and fears, even though I didn´t notice it at the moment, I now see I was being extremely needy, selfless and evidently pushing him away. He went on a trip with his friends for a week, and when he came back he broke up with me. I told him to him to think everything calmly and he agreed, after a week of me literally begging him to give a chance to the relationship he finally gave in. (But only for a few days) Afterwards, he broke up with me definitely (after me begging and crying).
We didn´t speak for two weeks, (Except for a day he approached me to tell me he didn´t hook up with another person). However, after the two weeks passed, on a party we hooked up, the day after he told me he loved me but he still felt unsure with the relationship. Since then we´ve been hooking up every other day. We don´t speak of the relationship anymore, however he still get jealous and angry when he sees I´ve been hanging out with other guys.
I don´t know what to do and how to make him stay in a relationship with me for good.
I´ve been trying to visualize, meditate and use the law of attraction in my favour. However I think Ive visualizing things in the wrong way, I can´t eliminate fear a negative thoughts.
Any help, advice or similar stories?