I do NOT want a permanent job, I do get told about those offers but several times I have taken on a permanent teaching job and ended up HATING them. I enjoy the day to day teaching work - getting a booking for the day or in advance (even better) to go in to a school when a teacher is sick/on a course/doing their admin time etc. I have gotten 4 days a week of this before, sometimes even 5 but it has slowed down & recently I had a child allege - WRONGLY! - that I pulled her hair...since then I think I got freaked out but tried to imagine it had been different...now however a few schools have suddenly said to one of my agents they don't want me for the booking. I am also told about another permanent job (that I DO NOT WANT!) I want to fix the money thing but only doing things I ENJOY. I.e. day to day bookings and also I REALLY REALLY want a business on the side. That is EASY EASY EASY - damn it Universe, are you listening to me? Easy, lucrative and fun. I have some other agencies working on my behalf getting contacts for me and making inquiries and two others really wanting me to sign up with them again, usually I get great feedback so what happened is a shock. I have a car payment coming up and credit card debt. I want money. Lots of it. I want abundance. I want financial freedom. I want to do much more of the work that I DO enjoy. I want alternative income streams that are incredibly easy and fun for me to do. Any ideas on switchwords to help? How do I open the flow cos lately I almost feel like i am cursed! (Although, like I said, there ARE things in the pipeline, plus I have received a package of goodies and more are on the way, one is coming today so that feels quite abundant!