It's been a while since I've last posted. I took a long break from trying to attract my desired appearance, since hopelessness had enveloped me completely. Truth be told, I felt miserable when I was met with no results. However, I feel no better in doing nothing either. At least, when I was trying, I was putting in effort. At least I stood a chance at manifesting the appearance I desire.
And so, I've decided to try again. I'll be starting with trying to change my hair color from brown to jet black.
It's what I want most.