I dont get it. How does one get an illness without ever giving thought to it
( not knowing much about it, and never giving thought about it)
You are living your life, learning, doing your best, and then one day u are so sick
I was listening to abe for years, being positive as i could, reading different books
I just saw a clip of ester and jerry, he did not look good, but they still did a workshop
He got sick
people keep saying, I created this reality, but how?
when i knew nothing of this disease
there are no lessons to learn, cause it affects the brain. My memory is failing.
It is totally unfair, i dont see how it is perfect
when u are suddenlty disabled, ...
it makes no sense to me, I dont get it, and wish I did, I dont think anyone knows the answer to this ...
but I still ask questions